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Wow it's been awhile since I've been on here! I'm hoping to have more photography up soon. It seems like a lot has changed in my life, but when i really think of it not much has. I guess the biggest news is that I'm moving into my own apartment in about a month, so I'm pretty psyched about that :) Other than that the main thing that's happened is that my ex moved back into town. He's kind of the reason my life ended up so badly. Before I met him I was perfectly stable and happy... I had so much going for me in life until we started dating. Then all of my mental illnesses set in when I was with him and everything went downhill from there. I was finally starting to get over him when he moved to Colorado, but them when he moved back i fell in love with him again. But luckily i realized how it was affecting me before I let things go to far with us. I told him that i couldn't compromise my sanity, so i can't talk to him anymore. Since then things have been kind of rocky. The past couple of days I've felt like a zombie, wandering aimlessly through the world with no purpose at all. Nothing in life seems worth it anymore. I guess you could say i've been spending too much time thinking. Anyways that's all for now. I love you all <3 (Anyone who's actually taking the time to read this, that is)
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Hfeather53 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
<3 i'm always here if you want to talk
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jeciwoods17 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you! I'm guessing you've had some bad relationships too based on your poems lol
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Hfeather53 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
oh god yes... just got out of one a few months ago
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jeciwoods17 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Well it's a good thing you got out of it ^.^ My ex that moved back i was thinking of getting back together with, but then i came to my senses and realized i couldn't put myself through all that again
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Hfeather53 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
that's good... being alone is hard but being with an asshole isn't worth it... so you're getting your own place? ;O! HOW EXCITING!
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jeciwoods17 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Exactly! Yes i can't wait :DDD It's going to be free too since i'm a mental health client... Though i can only stay there for a year
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Hfeather53 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
;o!!! that's awesome. are you going to be working or anything?
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jeciwoods17 Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah hopefully! I'm working on finding a job, but so far no luck
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