Wow it's been awhile since I've been on here! I'm hoping to have more photography up soon. It seems like a lot has changed in my life, but when i really think of it not much has. I guess the biggest news is that I'm moving into my own apartment in about a month, so I'm pretty psyched about that Other than that the main thing that's happened is that my ex moved back into town. He's kind of the reason my life ended up so badly. Before I met him I was perfectly stable and happy... I had so much going for me in life until we started dating. Then all of my mental illnesses set in when I was with him and everything went downhill from there. I was finally starting to get over him when he moved to Colorado, but them when he moved back i fell in love with him again. But luckily i realized how it was affecting me before I let things go to far with us. I told him that i couldn't compromise my sanity, so i can't talk to him anymore. Since then things have been kind of rocky. The past couple of days I've felt like a zombie, wandering aimlessly through the world with no purpose at all. Nothing in life seems worth it anymore. I guess you could say i've been spending too much time thinking. Anyways that's all for now. I love you all <3 (Anyone who's actually taking the time to read this, that is)
<3 i'm always here if you want to talk
Thank you! I'm guessing you've had some bad relationships too based on your poems lol
oh god yes... just got out of one a few months ago
Well it's a good thing you got out of it ^.^ My ex that moved back i was thinking of getting back together with, but then i came to my senses and realized i couldn't put myself through all that again
that's good... being alone is hard but being with an asshole isn't worth it... so you're getting your own place? ;O! HOW EXCITING!